i wonder if anybody’s actually had feelings for me, like actually got upset or mad over little things i did and got jealous and confused over me and thought about me on a regular basis. i feel like i’m the only person that ever really cares about anyone and that nobody’s ever felt that way for me.
It wasn’t easy for me to text you after all that time and wasn’t easy to talk about what happened , I feel so broken inside . It’s Torture, I just hope you give me another chance to prove I can be the one you fell In love with . We both fucked up and I’m sorry, I just hope you can see past it enough to see what we could be. I constantly have dreams about you and about old memories and its horrible knowing you’ll never want that again . I think about you every single day . And I’ve never been this distraught over a girl . Your just different and have always been the one .
Let’s hop in the car and drive all night, no need for talk, doesn’t matter where we’re headed- anywhere will do, I just want you by my side as I drive into fear and the beautiful potential of galaxies.